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A sketch of my oc I'm finally posting about.
Joan Oswalds. A weirdly unlucky and smug grim reaper who wants to get on their boss's good side despite being ass half the time. Mostly getting help from their coworker, Sacha. They care about each other deeply. :3
An older drawing of them. Just to show the designs (kinda). I'm trying so hard not to lore dump because I've had this oc universe FOR 4 YEARS 😭
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Suguru can be a bit manipulative… okay, maybe a lot. But can you really blame a guy for wanting his girlfriend to stay over for more than eight hours? It’s your first night at his place, and you’re just going to leave in the morning?
Yeah, that doesn’t sit right with him.
And it’s not like he’s even being pushy. You two haven’t done anything yet. Even though - god - there’ve been moments tonight where he’s sure his self-control is about to snap.
Like when he let you use his shower for the first time, and he had to pretend he wasn’t imagining what you looked like in one of his towels, hair dripping wet, skin flushed from the steam. Or how he wasn’t sure he’d be able to handle you coming out smelling like him.
Or earlier, in the kitchen - your soft footsteps padding around, your voice all curious and sweet when you asked where he keeps the tableware. That little pout. Those eyes. The way your hips brushed against him when you reached for the cups, and his hands instinctively went to your waist. He prayed - begged - you didn’t feel the hard-on pressed against you. He's a religious man after all.
So when you’re finally nestled beside him in bed, wrapped in his dark, silky sheets, his arms, his scent - he’s desperately reminding himself: Don’t be a pervert. Don’t ruin this. You're too good to me. You're not ready. I’m not ready.
He’s not ready to see what your face looks like when he’s on top of you. Whether you're the type to reach for his hands. Whether you’d whine into his kisses and chase them like you’re addicted to him.
Of course he doesn't sleep well. Not with you so close. Not when he keeps pulling you tighter against him in the middle of the night. Not when all he can think is - Please don’t leave yet.
So, of course, he wakes up before you. Of course he adjusts the blinds just right - so the light doesn’t hit your eyes, but still kisses your skin like a cat sunbathing. Of course he tucks the comforter closer around you, warm and heavy, so you stay cocooned in comfort while he goes about his morning.
He checks in on you often. Teases you when you stir, coos about how sleepy you are. Laughs softly when you grab for his hand, half-conscious. And of course he’s going to make it feel like this is your idea. Staying a little longer. Getting cozy. Not rushing off.
Because the truth is - he doesn’t want you to leave. Is that really so bad?
#It's even more silly if you think of him as a deranged cult leader#That happened to get a babysitter last minute so you could stay over#I think he does try to keep you longer than the weekend#Probably thinks you're going to die if you're out of his sight#What a silly guy you are Suguru#Suguru Geto#Geto Suguru#Geto#JJK geto#Jujutsu kaisen#geto x reader#suguru x reader#geto suguru x reader#suguru geto x reader#suguru fluff#mdni#I have so many thoughts on this and not enough time to yap about them >:(
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I rewatched perfect blue recently
#cookie run kingdom#cookie run fanart#pure vanilla cookie#shadow milk cookie#pureshadow#shadowvanilla#shadow milk fanart#pure vanilla fanart#crk#These are probably niche as fuck brainworms but they're MY niche as fuck brainworms#pv is in the middle of a transition from pop idol to actor. persuaded to take on a role that ultimately tarnishes his once pure persona#This drastic change causes him to be haunted by the persona of his once pure image#During this transition he realizes he is being stalked by an obsessive fan.#simultaneously those that are responsible for his role in the production are being killed off one by one.#These events cause him to lose his grip on reality. what is real? who is he? is he even the real pure vanilla?#Anyway.#I cannot for the life of me decide if I want shadow milk in the role of me-mania or rumi#on one hand: the obsessed stalker who is trying to “save” pv#on the other hand: the best friend who is actually the mastermind behind everything#I think if he's in the rumi role it'd be less of a#“im vicariously living through you and you changed your image so now i must get rid of you because I'M the real pv”#and more of a "i'm vicariously living through you and if you're going to change your image then i'm going to bring you to the lowest of low#maybe black sapphire and candy apple would be the me-mania role in this case#more of a “we work for smilk” kinda deal tho.#idk i'm yapping too much now#the 140 character limit with tags is not letting me get my thoughts out in a coherent way LOL
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no but i seriously think it would be the funniest shit ever if they did a calendar next year called “dan and phil and the holy spirit” and it’s just sister daniel and father philip engaging in various shenanigans for 12 months straight (like the themes don’t have to be religious in nature or anything, i wanna see this gay-ass nun and priest lounging on a beach, carving a halloween pumpkin, riding a tandem bike, you name it)
as an added bonus the name comes with the implication that dan and phil are the father and the son. which is canon anyway
#this was someone else’s og idea from a while ago i don’t wanna try to take credit lol#tbh i just thought of the name rn and had to share shdkdjfj#dan and phil#dnp#sister daniel#father philip#dip and pip#freddie yaps#phandom
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yes, castiel had a male vessel for most of his time on earth. yes, castiel went by he/him pronouns. yes, castiel's true form was canonically nonbinary. and i cannot stress this enough, YES, that angel was fucking Gay.
#there is no taking the gay outta that angel#so don't even try#castiel#destiel#spn#supernatural#emily yaps
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why are you as a man smiling like that at your temporary teammate who the nhl ships you with....
#i can't read lips but i know sid is telling nate he can put it in bare tonight.#they were so flirty and giggly and at one point (that i could see - i was sitting behind someone with a really tall beanie sjdh)#sid almost sat in nate's lap while he was backing it up and trying blindly to sit down while yapping at one of the staff#also blessedly while on one side was my very perplexed colleague#on my other side was a stranger who turned out to be a fujoshi because at one point she was telling her friend: bonded pair#and i turned to her and was like: SIDNATE?????#and she was like: YEAH?????#my colleague sighing: you're thinking about men kissing again...... aren't you.....#anyway i have a new friend in boston now yaoi really does build bridges#sidney crosby#pittsburgh penguins#nathan mackinnon#colorado avalanche#sidnate#team canada#4 nations face off#shhhhh ignore the quality ;____;#nhl#hockey
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more dogman fanart but as old men and a teen
#my old detey desing isn't that different from the others but i wanted to add the gray hairs around the snout because i find that so cute#i have an old dog and she's so adorable with her gray hairs#also petey is trying hard to not look like his father#i also JUST now realized i didn't draw peteys tail im going to cry#anyway LP is a happy teen i just drew him emo for fun#i hc he teaches how to draw comics to little kids along with molly#i would yap more but it would be too much. maybe in another post#dogman#dog man#petey#lil petey#detey
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my own little post for all the beasts and their little guys in a row

they've infiltrated the cookie kingdom for burgers for some incredibly sinister plot, no doubt
#trying to remember everything i yapped ab in the disguise post....#yes ik saphire and apple already have disguised but i wanted to draw Another#lets say apple fairie and the farmer guy were recognizable and not useful disguises anymore#yes shmilk did purposefully dress up every comfy and cozy#and yes he did purposefully make nutmeg look/feel like a fool#he's a bitch#and now#every character tag#shadow milk cookie#candy apple cookie#black sapphire cookie#mystic flour cookie#cloud haetae cookie#burning spice cookie#nutmeg tiger cookie#eternal sugar cookie#pavlova cookie#cookie run kingdom#crk#my art#phew
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THIS IS HOME
@forgettable-au Fan-Animatic ⭐️
The stars welcome him with open arms…
Work and Progress + Analysis below!
You can find the work in progress things here! because I wanna show the sketch animatic and you can only upload one video…
The entire idea was inspired off of THIS lovely little qna written a bit ago! havnt forgotten about it since! Despite what the AU might have you believe And recently I decided I could just draw out the fun part instead of go through the pain of storyboarding and cleaning up a nearly 4 minute long song 👍👍👍
Thats the idea though, theres no real plot, so no real context I can give other than the things the comic itself already provides. “This Is Home” just works incredibly well for this poor childs trauma, and it was a great opportunity to practice my composition and storytelling!!
Onto the deep analysis of every frame individually!!! (this is normal. this happens every time.)



The idea that Wingdings just eventually- gave up. Trying to connect with anyone. HURTS ME DEEPLY. I’m not sure if thats specifically because he just couldn’t get the font thing down, but I imagine that was a big contributing factor. But thats what specifically stops him here. He eventually slams his keys down on the board and says “IM DONE” and throws himself into a thing he can purely enjoy on his own- science. Even at a young age, I feel he only had 2 lives. One with Sans, and one with science. Then when those worlds combined when he became the royal scientist uhhh- I imagine it got worse.
Speaking of his young age, In these shots he’s also notably a tad older than the later depictions of his younger self with the scarf. Less full of joy and whimsy
“His mind is in a different place” is taken a tad more negatively than in the context of the song I feel, as he’s more or less isolated himself from everyone (but Sans) now in this “giving up” phase of his childhood. I wonder how Sans noticed/took that and if he tried to convince him otherwise, but in this case he just thinks he needs some time to himself.
Also let it be known that the words being crammed in at the “Give him a little bit of space” bit is on PURPOSE and a SILLY LITTLE JOKE/VISUAL GAG GIVEN THE LINE. I AM SO FUNNY.
The colors are also notably dark blues, that get greyer when Wingdings has given up. The light that Sans lets in ((looks into the camera, tearing up)) is still pretty cold despite it being brighter.
The berating is also in uppercase to show most of this is from Wingdings’ pov- I know he speaks in proper casing at this time, but I NEED SOME SORT OF INDICATOR, WORK WITH ME HERE. His main issue was his own self consciousness and desire to communicate properly, since it was said before on the blog that no one really picked on him for his inability to talk to them.


Then we have Papyrus!! The colors are similarly blue, but a lot brighter and a touch purpler and greener. Its from the same world, but not the same person. Also he’s wearing a yellow vest which is the complimentary color to blue ☝️
Papyrus is more heavily associated with warm colors in contrast to Wingdings, but this takes place very early on when he was very confused where his place was (or at least I assume thats what happened). He’s associating with warm colors (yellow) but is somewhat weary about it and still subconsciously clutching onto the comfort in familiarity.
The scene ofc depicts Papyrus being incredibly uncomfortable about any photos of himself as a child. It still definitely…looooks… like him. it just feels really wrong.
Similar thing to last time with the fonts as well, uppercase, Papyrus’ pov, he just wants to know who/WHAT he is.
I enjoy the colors in the photo and how they reallly stand out from the rest of the shot, just another emphasis that the photo feels otherworldly to Papyrus.



This is the part where I start weeping pitifully. The tiny Wingdings to Gaster comparison- it’s just so upsetting, I want to know what this poor child would think if he saw what he ends up as 😭
Wingdings enjoyed dreaming about the real stars he MIGHT get to see one day with Sans. The scene is dark, as it still hasnt happened yet, but still bright and hopeful as he stares up at the light! Its always a possibility. But then we have Gaster, who finally did it. He reached the stars, he gets to look up and say “wow…. I really did it”. Staring up at the void before him. Without Sans…I feel he wouldn’t ponder on it much, and consciously he doesn’t see anything bad about his circumstances, but the crack going down his eye that elludes to a tear says otherwise in the suppressed emotions.
The world Wingdings lived in when he was small, seemed so endless…Despite the underground being small compared to the real world, his imagination was endless. He could dream, he could imagine, and create things, get and give new ideas! But now as an adult that just so happens to be a lovecraftian entity, everything is much more simple and straightforward. At least from his perspective…Gaster may be able to DO way more than he ever could as a small child, but his mind is pretty one track at this point.


I wonder how Gaster feels…Now that they’ve gotten to the surface. without him
Im not sure how Papyrus in the game or even in the comic feels about stars, but Sans for one doesnt have to daydream anymore. They’ve also “done it” just like Gaster, but the hug insinuates less of that and more a “we WON”. They share in this moment together more emotionally than anything.
Again, compared to Gaster and them, they enjoy the moment in their own ways- Gaster just the action of seeing the stars, and Papyrus in what the moment itself means. I feel those are the 2 wants Wingdings had and thats a lot of what Papyrus and Gaster are. 2 halfs of Wingdings’…whole…thing
Also the stars welcoming him with open arms is both in reference to Sans but also Papyrus welcoming/accepting/loving himself…
IN CONCLUSION:
…yknow ive never asked before, but if anyone has any questions or needs clarification im happy to-
#forgettable au#papyrus#wingdings#gaster#sans#MY BOYS#brothers (sobs in a violent fit of rage)#this one was really fun to experiment with#and not be such a perfectionist#love when I can feel myself growing as an artist ✨#BUT THIS ACTION VS FEELINGS THING IS SO RRRAAAAAHHHHHHH#Me love when characters think their great achievements make up for their horrible actions#I wanna see an AU where Wingdings never did give up#how similar to Papyrus would he be#i say ‘I want an AU’ like this isnt already one#UGHHHH I WONDER SO MUCH ABOUT THIS AU#WHEN ITS FINISHED#*ITS SO OVER FOR ALL OF YOU*#IM GONNA COOK UP THE MOST DIABOLICAL CANON AMV THATS EVER AMV’D#I try not to overexplain as much in my yaps cause I wanna leave some up to interpretation#*but also I love talking about my silly arts cause i put way too much thought into it for my own good*#also theyre getting way harder to explain now that ive started prioritizing feelings instead of direct symbolism#BUT ITS GOOD PRACTICE FOR WRITING ANYWAY!!#(hyperfixation yap)#ANYWHO#Take my pain and go in peace…es…#:3
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sometimes you gotta lure your overly-studious ravenclaw gf into spending time with you 🥰 📚 ( from 'Every Teardrop is a Waterfall' by Kat_12739 on ao3, GO READ IT!!! the first story is about seb falling sick and still pushing himself/not admitting he's sick until he ends up in the hospital, the second story is about the birth of seb and clora's daughter and seb's reaction to clora almost dying in childbirth, and the third is about dealing with a fussy newborn lewis😭🥹THEY'RE SO GOOD AND SWEET AND SOMEWHAT SAD (not to mention beautifully written) so go check it out!!💖💖 )
#READ SO I CAN YAP TO SOMEONE ABOUT THEM🙏😩💘#the seb sickfic made me realize how much i needed barely functioning and sick seb (but him still trying to be tough)#theres also a part that cracked me up bc at one point seb is so sick he cant even see straight but he just thinks to himself:#eh its fine.... ill just ask ominis how HE functions without vision later🤷 LMFAO#so stubborn...JUST LET CLORA TAKE CARE OF YOU MFER🤺🤺🤺#defs gonna be drawing more from it especially sick seb LMAO but also seb having a tea party with celeste🥹🥹#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian x mc#hogwarts legacy fanfiction#sebastian sallow fanfiction#hphl#choccyart#also i was never planning on writing anything about clora giving birth or abt the kids so to be able to read it WAS AMAZING#THERES A PART WHERE SEB IS HOLDING CELESTE AND CRYING AT CLORAS BEDSIDE THAT I NEED TO DRAW😭😭#LIKE SRSLY seb being conflicted and not even wanting to HOLD celeste bc he doesnt know if clora is alive or not... IT WAS SO SAD BUT GOOD#i honestly dont know what seb would do if clora died in childbirth tbh.......i could honestly see him resenting celeste#esp since she looks so much like clora😭😭#LETS JUST NOT THINK ABOUT IT!😃👍#(still thinking about it)#like this line in the fic: “Sebastian hesitated; if this was Clora’s last gift to him he wasn’t sure he wanted it.”#😭😭😭ITS SO GOOD UGHHHHH😭 TY AGAIN FOR WRITING THESE💖IM SO TOUCHEDDD💖💖
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#this LITERALLY just happened lol#I realized I was yapping about Death Note too much to a coworker and had to reign myself in/go back to talking about work#in general I also realized somewhat recently that I yap too fucking much because#1) I genuinely just like the sound of my own voice and 2) I'm trying to fill awkward spaces in conversation#neurodivergent#audhd#actually audhd#audhd problems#adhd things#actually autistic
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"but his hands are gentle" Oh im sure
#eta: click for quality tumblr haaaates my high quality screenies#pathologic 3#<-will continue to be my tag! wont liveblog or anything but i will be pointing out all the burda Eventually#what on earth are you yapping about?#p3 spoilers#spoilers#<-trying to tag as much as i can. this isnt crazy plot though just burda lol#pathologic 3 spoilers#pathologic 3 quarantine#p3 quarantine spoilers#burakhovsky#<-i guess ill tag
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Aventurine wants you to think his love language is gift giving, considering he's constantly giving you gifts and doing things for you. He's a bold spender, 15,000 on a ring, 100,000 for a new, custom designed coat, and whatever other jaw-dropping amounts of credits he can spend on you, he will. It seems to anyone else that Aventurine really loves giving gifts, he showers you in presents more than anyone else- and he's a pretty big spender for anyone.
But, really, his love language is physical touch and quality time. Just having you near, being in your company, it's enough to make his heart skip a beat. Actually being able to touch you, have a hand against your shoulder- or waist- pulling you close enough that you're practically squished against him, whatever annoyingly couple-y stuff he can do, he will do so.
#dragon queen rambling#♡ character yapping#honkai star rail x reader#hsr x reader#aventurine x reader#writing for Aventurine is so fun#every action he does is based on two things -#what he wants you to think#and what he doesnt want to think about#he wants you to think that hes some cool richboy who would drop a fortune on you#or anyone#he wants his relationships to look surface level#because he cant afford for anyone to try for anything more#but what he doesnt want to think about is how touch starved he is#how youve wormed your way into his heart to the point where just being in your presence has him all#“💞🩷💓❤️💓🩷💕💕💓”#so he doubles down on the gift giving#because its the easiest way to hide his actual feelings#by playing into his stereotype#it also leads into his self-worth issues#nobody has reason to stick around with *him*#hes worth a pathetic 60 tabana#but the things he can buy? people will do anything for a fraction of his fortune#youll stick around if he keeps showering you in gifts#because he doesnt have any worth#but everything he can buy you has a massive price tag that makes up for it
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you know those really big bunnies but also those really tiny bunnies... that's it, thanks for your time
#my art#I queued some more recent art so I really wanted this one out first#the first one is super old and the second one is me suffering in csp right now aaaaaaahdfshfdu#you would not think that second drawing was me actively trying to be consistent but alas#I'm gonna. catch up on stuff tomorrow sorry for already procrastinating again;; but again mostly thank you. I'm excited for tomorrow!#I'm already yapping bc I'm distracting from the fact I'm not happy with either of these But I still wanna get all my old stuff and wips out#it's a bit like cleaning...#rare goofy Zelda I love her......#tloz#a link to the past#link zelda
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Imagine getting kidnapped by Yandere!Anaxa and having all these dreadful ideas about him ; only to get spoonfed on Dromas themed plates and mugs, hair brushed with a Dromas themed comb, being dressed in matching Dromas themed onesies and getting put to sleep on a bed full of Dromas plushies with a cute Dromas printed blanket wrapped around you. The whiplash.
#and throughout it all anaxa just looks at you like this : 😐#i just think anaxa wouldn't try to hide it from you.. if anything he wants you to get interested in his hyperfixation-#-so that he can yap about his favorite animal with his favorite person ✨#ignore the fact that he broke at least three laws in order to keep you in his house#the autism creature ever#anaxa#yandere anaxa#yandere anaxa x reader#anaxa x reader#anaxa x you#yandere hsr#yandere honkai star rail
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The double triple quadruple take from HL during this scene gets me good
#they're both dumbasses i love it#the boys#homelander#sister sage#gif#yapping#he keeps trying to look away and Sage keeps dropping bombs in her brain slushy sentence#lmaoo
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